soo... ya, im moving asgain, to north carolina... sometime around the begining of next year i think

my skin crawls away
and i unwillingly cast a spell on myself
my heart enters a street race
sometimes i cant remember to breath
i read words in your eyes
i place them in your mind
afraid you can do the same to me
i flee

im running out of defense mechanisms and prescription medicine

getting ready to move again.
in the last 2 and a half years ive lived 15 different places
i think im getting used to it

all to often i want to bash my skull into tiny pieces ( Read more... )

all the cars on this street are taxis
and i cant find you
....it breaks my heart

( racecar )

how many people have souls?
how many simply believe they do?
how many have them, yet cant figure how to turn them on?

a picture of a soldier on a ridge
behind him in the distance the countryside burns in explosions
a nightfire exercise at fort lee va
this is the destruction caused by the weapons we fire at ourselfs in practice
what is wrong with us?

economic crisis in brians mind ( Read more... )

i survive a train thanks to pushing body and mind over the years and i feel i should be stronger.
sometimes i confuse/amuse myself