im officially leaving this journal.

i know. a LOT to leave behind but i think its time. i just really need to like move on and choose who goes with me. so im going back to an old journal i made but never really used.

twistedsloth.

ill be there from now on.

it makes me wonder. is it because you have nothing better to do? youre boredom really sets in that much, that youd be willing to hang out with me just go pass the time? i dont understand you & rarely comprehend what youre trying to say. you confuse me more than anyone ever has. i know it will never work. youve practically said it straight out. ive ( Read more... )

so everythings pretty crazy. i've been spending a lot of time at home, worrying about what im gonna do for a job. but im sure everything will work itself out. i just hate having to actually rely on money for things. like i know its the way the world works and stuff but its pretty shitty. i just got done writing alan a note. its damn good so he ( Read more... )

im a sucker for those 80's chick flicks. ♥ it.

don't YOU,,,,, forget about meeeeee!

i like to call them my boys. cause i guess in a weird way ive always like ownership in my smalltown kind of life. we have fun. good days & nights. i know eventually we'll move on to different things, but for now its really nice to feel like i have my boys ( Read more... )

i definitely spent the better part of today just trying to feel better after getting so completely trashed last night. for once i actually didnt want to. alan made me do it, as dumb as that sounds. i dont care. lol.

so yea me + robert were 2 drunk bastards last night. lemme tell you, rum & vodka never fucked me that hard before.

( last night )

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star ( Read more... )

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things are looking up.

besides the fact that i called BITCHASS alan today & he said he would call me after his pedicure and never did. fuckingloserassbitchwhorecuntraglookingslut! so yea.

i think i'll make it..... hopefully.

i noticed a sudden change of the sunlight entering my living room and when i went outside i saw ( this: )