Wow this week has consisted of nothign except for jamming. I love it. I love playing guitar its great. Tonight was the football game. It was fun walked with Snyder and my sex slave Christine. Hacky'd for a while and then stopped. Saw lots of ppl. Ben was there. it was cool. Friend called me for the first time today and she was upset. I ( Read more... )

Wow today freaking rocked. Went down to the bridgewaterness....and I rock kelly's Bride. <-- I didn't want to forget about that. Went down to the bridge and jammed with RJ for a bit. Then a couple minutes later he needed to walk kelsay to rehearsal. so instead of followign them, me and kelly went to Jerry's....yes without a car. it was a ( Read more... )

i want a porch. So i can open the door, with the sunshining in my eyes, and then start singing...The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow....and i dont know the rest of the words. but well i think it would be fun...anyone have a porch?

Now and again ( Read more... )

Tonight was good. I'm depressed, which equals, i'm allowed to do whatever the fuck i want. Or atleast that's what my dad thinks. This week was freaking awesome, but i forget alot of stuff. Saves the day and Taking back sunday, tues. Hope its as good as Thursday. I've been doing stuff crazy lately. I went to the movies with Melinda and Ally ( Read more... )

I want to be able to write, But i can't. It's bothering me, I write one song that i acutally like alot, and another one won't come out of my mind...maybe im just destined to be a one hit wonder...

went to the concert twice, first time with lindsey and Kim, second time with Lindsey, a different one, from ohio. Bridge market, and everything is great...THE RUSH'N LESBIANS were hott! But i guess Coppertop will do. Anyways while i was walking, I met Ian from Mushcup, and he wants me to come over and watch adult swim with him sometime, I said ( Read more... )

I'm done with everything, Cut myself for the first time today...its so stupid yet easy. I can't stand life right now...Everythings the same as it was a week ago whenever everythign was happy, well I just realize...I'm not...I can't do this anymore...I can't care about anyone anymore...Not even a little. Fucking shoot me if i do. I don't want ( Read more... )

Today I went to the mall...Yes of all places the mall with lindsey and Phum. Played some DDR. Mattlock is really good. Wow. I suck :). I rather watch. bought inscense and a Guns and Roses CD for 4 dollars! wow its hott. cruised around for a bit, and then my cd player didn't work, so i bought a new one. so we could listen to the cd! me and ( Read more... )

let me hold you

let me get close to you, Don't push yourself away from me. I'm not going to hurt you. I ready this time