So yest an interesting event happend today, it ended the same way it ended last time it happend. O well, mabye if i just start lying for now on. I've expressed myself in a way that i dont want to, I've said to much, that i didn't want to, I did things wrong. I've thought things wrong. Why am I screwing my life up now? Why do I have to think so ( Read more... )

I think i just ruined a friendship. This sucks. What am I suppose to do lie? I'm not sure one anything anymore, I just need more than i want.

Woke up, went to church. Talked to dad about the Welcome to the doll house during church...I coudln't stop laughing. After church i went home called jenn. She dyed her hair and then came to get me. We went to walmart got pictures, got mr potato head, gum, camo duct tape, and stuff. Went to Wendy's got a tub of pop, and then headed straight ( Read more... )

Got up around 12 today. Brad was playing Tony Hawk all night lol. Anyways talked to Kim, the girl i met at the football game, It was cool i guess. Well, I went to work, and then i got off early, so i called Kelly to see what was happending tonight or what wasn't. She told me Gina is having ppl over, so i called Gina up and went over. it was ( Read more... )

So first things first, I love this. I love not caring anymore, I love every minute of it. second thing, i worked 4-8 today, we were busy it kinda sucked. Went to the game after work, and saw alot of ppl i've never seend before, and met alot of new ppl, Kim, and soemoen else freshmens that look like they are my age? what's the world coming too? ( Read more... )

Today was cool. I think I'm going to the prom this year, and I'm going to get a scholarship while doing it. Warhol is now next friday. Its going to be kicking, I've had alot of fun these past few days and everythings been going perfect. It's awesome, I love it. So I made a promise to my friend larry who is the instructor of the factor 4s the ( Read more... )

Another Freaking great day to add to the collection. Went to school, got my foot ball from Miss Dickey thanx again. Started singing my song again. Its freaking great. Maybe if Kelly is lucky enough, She'll get me to sing it to her on friday...Sunday Jenn (my brothers Ex girl) is goign to pick me up and we are goign to jam, that's going to be ( Read more... )

Well hey everything has been going awesome. I have my life back finally. I realized along with other ppl that I'm better off now than i was like 2 or three weeks ago. I actually have people that care about me, and treat me like i treat them. It's wonderful. Today I ran through the halls with Amanda T. I never knew she was like that until she ( Read more... )

Went to beaver super or whatever its called, and Kelly's there, I bought an apple and jones, and then a jones for erica. Kelly got off break and we talked to her for a bit...she took us to the underground area of the beaver super! Well after we talked to kelly she was nervous casue well we werent allowed in hte break room. Well Kelly thanx for ( Read more... )

Probably going paid account due to well Ems lol. anyways we'll see what happends...I need my mac card first. I went to the fair yesterday with Christine, Travis, Alynn, and Jeremy. Milked a cow. flashed someone while climbing out of a sun roof going 55 down the road...that was fun. Rode a ride that scared the piss out of me. Met a really ( Read more... )