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This is not an issue of Found Magazine.
I love finding lost notes and poems and little pieces of lost writing. Even a shopping list can make my day.
On Valentines Day, I found ( these ) -
I should have been brave enough to ask your name
It has been two weeks since my last post. My New Year's resolution is not going so well. This will be sort of a catch up post, so it will be a little long; I am sorry ( Read more... ) -
Up and down and in between.
I am so up and down lately. I haven't been really depressed or really manic. I dont know. I cant explain it. I am just a little cyclothymic. I will be depressed for a little while and then I am feeling really good about things and then something will hit me. I started crying the other day, and I felt so stupid. Marcus was really sweet and tried to ( Read more... ) -
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I have gotten into this weird habit of making a nightly cocktail (I think from watching so much Fry and Laurie), and tonight I made up this drink that is sort of between a gin and tonic and a gin sour. It is 1 part gin, 1 part sweet and sour mix, 1 part tonic water, and a splash of grenadine. It is pretty amazing, and it is really beautiful and ( Read more... ) -
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Bad mental health day. I feel like such a failure lately. I am too afraid to try or say anything and then it seems like when I finally do, I say something wrong. It is just not good. Total avoidant disorder nightmare. -
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I dont put much stock in online quizzes, but that never stops me from taking them. The results are actually fairly consistent with what most therapists have said. I have a lot of social anxiety, some dependency, a little OCD, and a dash of histrionic personality disorder, which i think is related to my social anxiety.
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I e-mailed the graduate school today just to make sure that they had my GRE scores on file and to ask if I needed to send copies of my transcripts to them. I received the following e-mail back.
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It has been forever since I last posted. I am failing at my New Years resolution!
This will be a short post, but I had to share this. My 19th Century British novel professor came across the following quote about Mr. Woodhouse from Jane Austen's Emma"Decades of reading, studying, teaching, and writing about Jane Austen have only served to ( Read more... ) -
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My first day of school was okay. I think that I will like most of my classes. Cultural History of English should be a lot of fun. I adore Anne Lobeck, and I know several students in the class. Chicano/a Cinema should be interesting. I wish there wasn't so much group work, but the readings sounds interesting. I have a bizzare love of reading essays ( Read more... ) -
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this is floating around. I dont know that I would rank them the same way for myself, but it was interesting.
83% Mike Gravel
80% Dennis Kucinich
77% Bill Richardson
73% Chris Dodd
72% Barack Obama
71% John Edwards
69% Hillary Clinton
67% Joe Biden
34% Rudy Giuliani
33% Ron Paul
28% John McCain
26% Mike Huckabee
21% Mitt Romney
20% Tom Tancredo
16% Fred Thompson
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