things are so fucking good right now.

1. im in love, and continue to fall further every day.
2. ive got more teaching work.
3. i move in with cess next week. sydney!
4. got a HD for my 1st world music assignment.
5. there is a baked dinner in the oven im just about to eat.

wow. saw my ex. felt....nothing. seriously. no anger. no love. it was like he was some guy. just some guy i knew well. and IM OVER THE FUCKING MOON ABOUT IT. i feel so empowered to look him in the eye with a smile and want the best for him. i just sent him an overexcited msg telling him how stoked i was to see him. hope he doesnt get the wrong idea ( Read more... )

so. news ( Read more... )

oh shit. i think i just wrote something i actually like. every expectation of doing something good left me and then i actually wrote something. i swear i havent written anything ive liked in months. and, to top it off, its the first kinda happy song ive written since...well, i can remember. its not that im depressed/pmsing 24/7, its just i always ( Read more... )

enough with this fucking insensce
just spare me the suspense

sooooooo maybe im sticking around in the area a bit longer than expected. like months. like 6 at least ( Read more... )

so i dont really post anymore, but ill just say i stop here occasionally to stalk you all.

things are pretty good and id better just say for the record all the Tim stuff has sorted itself out.

im tired and sick so ill leave it at that.

Tim and i broke up. its so weird, i dont feel single yet. not really sure how i feel at all. i know its for the best. we both still love each other, but not in the same way, not like being IN love. and we broke up on such good terms there is really nothing to yell about, which is great because we can be close, but it also hurts. i still want to ( Read more... )

i will put my new glasses in their case when i take them off
i will put my new glasses in their case when i take them off
i will put my new glasses in their case when i take them off

i will not leave my glasses outside a bakery when too drunk to stand somewhere in Byron at 3am.

i got new glasses! whee!!!!!!

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