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punishment time
its 5:53am
i havent slept, and im not going to until 10am, its what I deserve.... I just weighed in at 108.8kg (approx 238lbs)
I hatemyself.
pure n simple
all im having today is water.
i deserve no more. -
2012
Hello 2012 :)
I greet you with a mission,
I am now 105.0 kg (231bs)
I will end you at AT LEAST 50kg (110lbs)
Ive claimed 2012 as MY year, I need this, I deserve this, and I will have this. -
Catchup
Today Im 105.4kg, which I think is due to my period
Been eating bare minimum, but eating more today cos of said period
intake
Whole tin of spaghetti
3 sml packets of crisps
Lots of coke
Maxibon icecream
Uck, I hate periods :(
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106.8kg
930am
intake
Half a coffee
So hungry, already ugh, it will pass, it takes hunger 15 mins to pass, Im on a bus at the moment & then Ill go into the library.
4pm
intake
Salad made of: 1/2 cup lettuce, 1carrot, 1tomato & 1/4 cup cheese.
Im going to lay down & have a sleep so I dont eat any of the cake my housemate just made, smells so good.
8pm
1/2cup pasta
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106.6kg
fucking fuck fuck
Im so annoyed with myself.
Each day Im going to take a pic of my weight & make it my ph background & send it to my buddy bessielove because Im such a fucking failure & I know it will help me stay on track.
Binged alllll day so I know it will be higher tomorrow.
Going to do my best to not eat anything.
Just water.
I want to see two numbers on the ( Read more... ) -
Ready to Rumble
Okie Dokie
Havent been around, cos I just gave up
But I still watched what I ate, just didnt care how much
So Im back.
Missed you journal hugs
todays intake
2sml packets crisps
Apple
Bowl of tomato soup
2x glass coke
Ill weigh tomorrow
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22/11/11
B- 6 mushrooms, one scrambled egg with parsley.
Housemate is apparently buying pizza :( so Ill have an apple or nothing for lunch.
Its been pissing down so havent started couch25k yet fucking SLACK
I hate it when it rains cos I always binge.
Ive worked out reverse thinspo works best for me.
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19/11/11
Tea 22cal
Wte toast x2 172csl
Half a pizza, noodles, chocolate
Ugh
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Juice fast 3/60
Had apple, orange & pineapple juice for breakfast, then went on a biiiig walk, felt really faint so i had a slimfast shake (it was either that or food-this way i am maintaining the liquid side of the fast)
Now time for a nap-im not going to binge!!!
+ half a cup of tea.
donteatdonteatdonteatdonteat
