Interesting past couple of days. Nothing special, but very placid.

I don't really feel close to anyone these days. It's scaring me. I look over everyone of my freinds and I evaluate them and I come to these crazy conclusions. What makes us friends? How did we come to be? Do you honestly care? I don't think you do. Maybe I am going through some ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll. How ya been? Good? Great.

Off to Sea World...otra ves!

Things to Do:

• Ryan Sherman- I swear if you do not call me within the next week I am going to go to your house and strangle you. We atleast need to pick out a basic topic bitch!
• Micheal Munoz- We need to talk soon.
• Monica Moreno- Please come over soon, I really miss you. I'm not sure what is going on, but I'll pray for ( Read more... )

I am so. fucking. tired. This is crizazy! Why am I awake? I did a lot yesterday, but I feel like I've been living life in a blur lately. I mean, I'm doing something, and then I'll stop to think and I'm thinking "Why the hell am I here?" "What posessed me to do this?" "Why am I pretending to be happy?". I don't know. It's been weird. Do you ( Read more... )

( boredness )

Last night was fun. I hope Michael liked his gifts...I am such a loser in gift giving.

The fireworks were cool and as much as I was afraid for them I really wished Razzy or Victor would've jumped over that bonfire. It would have been extremely badass. Hopefully Toni will post my firestarter picture for me today so I can put it up as my new icon.

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Arg! Finally I'm back at my house. The week at my Dad's was actually really nice. I felt like we kinda bonded...or kinda not...I don't know, it was fun. I got to spend alot of time with my Stepmom which is always fun.

Ahhh! Micheal's party today. Why do I always get nervous before parties?

Oh man, I'm so confused right now as far as emotions go.

Happy Birthday Micheal!!! I love you!!

Boo freaking hoo. Waking up at 8am every morning (including Saturdays) sucks a lot. I took my first quiz and missed two freaking hard question!! I didn't even know what half of the signs meant! I had to guess. On a quiz. With no preparation. Holy Mother was it nerve wracking. I am going to read my Handbook inside and out tonight so I will be ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me if we are on for tomorrow? i need to know, ym Dad is freaking out.

( For Allie's eyes only )