im really doing great.. i think my pills is woeking.. im not hungry anymore.. or at least not as hungry as I where before. so im keeping taking them.. of course ( Read more... )

FOOD DIARY ( Read more... )

shit bajsbajsbajs...jag är såå väääärdelöööös. im such a weak suuucker... every fucking time I say no to food.. then after a while I get sosoo hungry..then a little voice inside my head says ooohh eat that ohh eat that..and i say no but after a while im shoving it in like a PIG ( Read more... )

today i have eaten NOTHING so far.. woohoo.. really good.. mum will make di´nner tonight so i cant eat before then.. and i will go to the gym after school and do some weights... i must be toned untill summer and the bikini seasson.. thin thin thin,beauutiful,.. and my prom is coming up.. iiiiihh i will looklike a fat COOOOOw :S....

yep its right my mums graduation. Im so happy for her. BUUT all that crapy food. and all the relatives and friends who comes aahsometimes it is just to much. im beginning fast tomorrow do you have any addvice to give me so pleace do it. I could not do this without you girls.

love ya all and think thinn thinn thinn

now im sitting here again. writing. hungry as hell. but i dont need food. it only make me misserable. i have eating way to much today, and i wont write my waight. it will be to terrible for you to read. oh my god, I relly relly want to be thin,

hello finally im here. and i really want support. because now im so disgusted at mysellf that I soon not want to show me in public. and i really need some support from you. but the problem is im always hungry and my mother is always watching. because I used to be not anorectic but almost but then i just screwed it up.. then I didnt even know about ( Read more... )