I did it again, I ruined everything ( Read more... )

So why keep pretending that you do ( Read more... )

Hello angel, its been a while ( Read more... )

You know sometimes it gets to the point where you know something is bad for you. And I have known for so long now that you are bad for me ( Read more... )

I guess in a lot of ways im still messed up about the whole josh thing. even though its been so long its still put this absolute fear of men into my life.

One that i wish i could move past... i dont even have this fear consciously.

S.

I thought it was about time to update. But now that I am here I dont know what to say ( Read more... )

So here we go again ( Read more... )

I cant say much cos I dont want to hurt his defence or anything... and fuck cops are sneaky as shit and manipulative and cannot be trusted.

But this is bulshit. I cant beleive it is happening.

But I'm sure he will be okay, he will be home soon and my sister will be okay too.

x

I dont know.

I'm at breaking point now.

I know I need help. But I dont want to be medicated or locked up.

I just want to hide. And theres never anyone on my side.

At the risk of sounding like a weems, it really IS me vs the world.

And the world is winning.

Fuck that.

The world is bulshit and its winning. What does that say about me?

S.
x

Thanks for the hate cos its fuelling the flames ( Read more... )