Enough.

[ms_hippie]

I have had enough.

I am always so far down the list it breaks my heart.

I am sick of hurting, sick of being used... sick of feeling like I have to treat myself like shit to feel ANYTHING.

I am sick of searching.

Sick of being alone.

Sick of caring about you and everyone else.

This all seems so fucking pointless.

I dont want to do it anymore.

Comments

[nik_noodle]

You're not alone...I know it feels like it...but you're not and I love you.

[ms_hippie]

I love you Nikkii x and at the risk of sounding corny I'm really proud of you. Talk soon xox

[nik_noodle]

Proud? Why?

[ms_hippie]

i was thinking about you this morning, and how far you have come... and how you are able to take responsibility for things that you feel... how you push yourself to acheive more... how when something knocks you, you somehow find a way to get yourself back on your feet. You inspire me.

And I just love you :)
x