Just went I think I get it. This pops up. Fuck you accounting teacher and fuck you accounting. I don't want to do you, i don't plan to do you, and yet you're all to capible of bring my dreams and hopes down onto me and making me a complete failure.

Fuck you accounting. I hope you choke! I don't have the stress level to deal with you. Go fuck

I'm falling back into the hole. Though this time. I don't know why.

I've noticed, I do tend to judge a lot. I feel I do it because I figure every single person who takes a look at me is doing it. It's not always bad judging, but it's judging. Who do I judge the most? Myself. I've been beating myself up like crazy. I'm fat, i'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm lazy, I'm worseless. I really allowed him to get to me. I ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how much I can actually take. It shouldn't be this hard. Why'd I get stuck with a jerk ass father for my daughter? Freaking life!

I've seen sick since last sunday. I feel better, for sure! Pills seem to help a lot. Down side though from being sick is I did miss some school, which has me completely lost at accounting now. Which isn't a good thing. I need to pass all my courses with Flying colors, or it'll all be a waste. I don't want to feel like I wasn't my time and ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I never seem to get enough sleep, and though these sleeping are helping me stay alseep at night now, I can't seem to wake up when I need to. I'm just so tired... I can't function this way. I can't retain any information. Im done.

So far it's fairly decent. I haven't really talked to anyone, and that's fine, I guess I'm not really looking for any. Though they'd be nice, even if I only know them for the next year or so. I like most of my topics, and Marketing seems to be really catching my eyes. Though we shall see, that could all change very quickely. It's only been ( Read more... )

I start College tomorrow. I'm slightly nervous. I really dont' know what to expect, what's going to happen, or anything. I still need to find my class room. Man, tomorrow might be a very hectic day for me. Blah I shall do well. Please.

I got a truck! Yeah, that's right ;)

I got a truck!! Ford F-150! Forest Green, three door! V6. So amazing. The interior is so clean! Nice change from my current car. Silly thing is so dirty from Josh's work boots in the winter. Mud, mud mud! This truck also smells clean!! Yay! I just need to buy a cup holder, but that'll sit in there just fine!

Excited, hells yes!