So, nothing overly huge has been going on. Karlee is starting to stand with help. It's so freakin cute. I nearly cried the first time she did it. I honestly didn't think it would happen. I just... didn't see it coming. My life is going well. Im not in nearly as much pain as i've been in since July. The last week was a little rough, but I ( Read more... )

So Karlee is nearly one years old and its her first christmas. She still needs to go see Santa, and I think we should have done this sooner then later, because now we get to stand in long silly lines. Woo, she'll enjoy that, Not, hehe. So need to get that done and all our christmas shopping still needs to be done as well. Oh and one thing I ( Read more... )

Life is going alright. I mean I honestly shouldnt have a thing to complain about. Though being human I do. I dislike how im almost always in pain due to the medical complications that have become part of my life. I dislike how ive not lost a single pound of weight since having my daughter. I dislike how attractive to meat ive become. I crave ( Read more... )

Im alive, and living. It hurts, but Im making it work. I wish doctors could fix things right away.

New Layout for the month of October!! Woot for Halloween being here! Enjoy!

I may have an 8 month old daughter, but damn it, I still know how to have fun! I still want to hang out with friends and party! I still want to act young! Just because I have a child now does not mean my world stops. Nothing hurts her if I go have a few drinks. Nothing hurts her if I want to hang out with my friends. If she is unable to come ( Read more... )

I love Edward and Jacob and Emment I wish my life could be like a book. Or at least like this book. Its still, im reading it slower now so that it doesnt consume my life. Though its still good. I read a possible spoiler accedently the other day. I honestly hope its wrong. What a horrible thing to do to a character in a book. Gah, *prays* ( Read more... )

We always say we're going to do something, or do things, and do we actually accomplish some of these things? I dont know. I really dont. I am trying to think positive though. "We attract like thoughts" So think positive, and positive things shall follow... Correct?

My whole body hurts, my sould hurts, my heart hurts. I cry every night, I can't do this, but I have to, I have to for Karlee. I want to just lay and not have to more, not have to feel this pain. It's too much, I hate it, I want to feel better, I want to be happy. I want to not be alone at this time in my life. It's so hard, sooo hard.

An ovarian cyst is any collection of fluid, surrounded by a very thin wall, within an ovary. Any ovarian follicle that is larger than about two centimeters is termed an ovarian cyst. An ovarian cyst can be as small as a pea, or larger than a cantaloupe ( Read more... )