there really isn't all that much going on. this weekend kinda sucked, both sets of my plans got ruined, both sets of matt's plans got ruined. we are 0 for 4. very annoying i might add. we came home for nothing. the only thing i did this weekend was rescue a little dog that is the cutest thing ever and her owners are on their way over to get her. ( Read more... )

www.alexgrey.com go there...it is the most fantastic thing i've ever seen. his art so inspiring, so beautiful, his writing so true and wonderful. and it all started out with a tattoo. im going to be getting one...i wanted sacred geometry involved and in my search for what would fit me best i found alex grey...thanks to Tool. Never in my life have i ( Read more... )

okay so christmas was awesome! it was one in the top ten for the best christmas ever. i made out like a bandit. i'm getting an apartment this april so i needed stuff for it. i got cookware, bakeware and lots of measuring cups and stuff like that. and since i'm gettting a studio style i wanted one of those asain screen things and i got one...its ( Read more... )

yeah things are getting better...long talk, difficult. but it'll be good in the end. had 3 finals today and one yesterday. all done now and i'm off for a month. dec. 9 to jan. 9. thank god, i can't take much more, i just need a break, a nice long time to relax. no more school. i'll be happy and i can't wait for christmas and more food. mmm i love ( Read more... )

holy shit...that is all i can say. i don't know what else to say or do or anything. i'm just, well, back to being scared and sad. why does shit like this always happen to me, its bullshit. and, we are gonna make it better, i know we can and will. fuck...

everything is going to work out...i know it will. and my sister...better than i thought. she did something i never thought she'd do and something i've always wanted her to do. I thank her and i love her and i'm happy to have her as my sister. surprising i know. things are going to be just fine

today matthew and i came home and i was really happy to be home. we started talking to his mom and sister and it turned into a big fight. and i feel wierd and a little scared and mostly like crying. i want to go hang out with someone but i have no one to hang out with. i'm just feeling sad and so incredibly unsure about things. i love him, i dont ( Read more... )

been forever since i've even been on here but i thought i'd update since i haven't. what's new? school, college is an interesting place, lots of stupid people, but i've made a few friends here and there. My roomate is nice, she loves jesus a lot but we get along decently well. I must say that i absolutely loathe dorm life, it sucks ass for sure. ( Read more... )

Today i had my orientation for Western. Omg, things are great, i have no classes before 9:30am and none that get out later than 3:50. I also got a job that starts out a decent amount of money, especially for a college town. Too much walking though, i about collapsed, well not quite, but my legs hurt like a bitch right now so it kinda sucks. but the ( Read more... )

for the past week my mother was out of town. it was one of the best weeks ever, i got to spend lots of quality time with matt. living with him would be a piece of cake and so much fun. i'm sad that my mom is home although she did buy some land and now they are gonna build a house on it. They are moving down to georgia within 2 years yay for them... ( Read more... )