Who am I, what and why?
Cause all I have left
Is my memories of yesterday
Oh, these sour times

Paris was lovely.  We saw tons of stuff:  Notre Dame, the Eiffel Tower, Arc de Triumph, the Louvre, palace of Versailles, and the Moulin Rouge show, which was quite spectacular.  When I die, I want to live in the palace of Versailles, it was amazing.  Now we've left Paris and I'm in London right now.  My favorite thing here was the Tower of London ( Read more... )

Yes, this week has managed to reach new levels of awfulness. Everything that could have possibly gone wrong went wrong. This has been the sort of week that makes you want to curl up in the fetal position gripping a large fluffy stuffed animal. I'm actually amazed at my ability to take something good and just fuck it up beyond recognition.

Sometimes its hard

for me to express

The feelings I feel

because they feel like a mess

I'm confused myself

and I don't see why

Still I open my mouth

but it was only a sigh

I have no religion

I have no style

I think that I'm happy

But I'm just in denial

I can't find myself,

What's in my soul

I want to be me

I want to be whole.

My soul is a ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on...good things and bad things.  However, this past week has most certainly been dominated by the bad things:

1.  My friend Andy killed himself, and although I didn't know him too terribly well, his death has had a profound effect on me.

2.   I found out that my friend Kiel is in Iraq, and has to stay there for quite sometime ( Read more... )

My new stilettos are awesome. They are shiny, black, tall and sharp. If I knew how to upload pictures, I would put up a picture, but unfortunately I don't know how to do that. I could kick anyones ass in these heels. Damn, I love them

Bored, I'm bored...I'm doing a show at Sevin on Saturday...I don't really feel like it, but I get paid.  School ends next week; I'm glad about that.  Well, maybe not.  I only have 2 classes and they're both art classes.  I'm hoping to finish up everything school-related in the fall semester.  The odds of that happening are extremely low.  I cut my ( Read more... )

So, I woke up this morning and turned on the tv.  Blind Date was on, so I decided to watch it.  This girl and guy were on a date, and he tells her out of nowhere that he is a crossdresser and is going into the bathroom to change into "Pandora", his alter ego.  He comes back out as Pandora and he is about 2 feet taller than his date, and 20 lbs ( Read more... )

Today is 4/20, so I thought I would just pretend I'm still 15 and celebrate! It's 4/20! Time to get high! Ok, enough of that.

I worked today, nothing special. Stacey brought in her pictures of when she went to Europe last summer. She went to London, Dublin, and Paris, which are all the same places we're going, so it was nice to look at some photos ( Read more... )

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says ( Read more... )