I am changing my journal to visible_cruella.

Lately I haven't felt like doing anything other than packing up my stuff and moving away...

Ah, the construction. You know, I really don't mind it at all because I ( Read more... )

( the car )

So I was on my way driving somewhere this afternoon in Dearborn and I get in a car accident.  I've been in fender benders before, but this was an actual accident.   I was driving in the far left lane on Telegraph going about 55 and a car in the turnaround pulls out in front of my so quickly I don't even have time to think to myself "Oh shit, I am ( Read more... )

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Dying fishes sink, not float

Suctioned, she falls

To an imploding death

"I can't swim with ripped fins"

she said

Body is frail and shriveled

Laying dead on the bottom

With

Glass-coated wide eyes

Stare intensely at nothing

Who knows

How many tears

Went missed, unnnoticed hidden

In the salt water where she lives...

she lives in her tears

Wallowing in ( Read more... )

The journal is almost a year old and I have not updated in almost half a year. How very useful.

Things are about 180 degrees of difference since I last wrote in here. That was a horrible time in my life. It didn't last that long, but I can say for certain that I have never felt more awful, depressed, lonely, or whatever you want to call it. I made it through as I always have, and hopefully always will. Things aren't perfect now, of course ( Read more... )