It's so strange browsing through help wanted ads now and not having to wonder whether I could ever see myself being "sales oriented"... Why? Because I actually got a new job ( Read more... )

So. My last entry was all about how amazing it is to see one of your favorite artists live and how it truly should be pursued whenever possible, because the rush you get is so indescribable ( Read more... )

So. Gaga. Just to get it all more or less out of my system ( Read more... )

(Hey, I disappeared again ( Read more... )

I'm sure by now, after years and years of being my friend, online or not, you've noticed that it's pretty difficult for me to let go of the past. I'd actually venture to say that it's almost impossible. I don't know why that is. I never have any plans for the future. No ambitions. It's the past I long for, dream of, cry about. In the final episode ( Read more... )

It seems whenever I talk about my dad, it's about his impending doom, and this time is no exception to the rule. I guess it's just something that's "always" been there. He's lived more than 20 years longer than his doctor initially predicted, so yeah, it's been a long wait. And I've no idea just how long it will continue yet. Sometimes I hate him ( Read more... )

^ That's what should be written on my tombstone, except that I probably won't have one. Oh well ( Read more... )

There are several things in my life that really suck, no matter how much I try to plaster on a smile and convince myself that I'm happy, regardless of the fact that I'm not dirt poor, I have a roof over my head and my family is pretty darn loving. I can't seem to get rid of these things despite trying really hard to. They keep haunting me wherever ( Read more... )

I'm still alive! I didn't fall off the Earth, I swear. I just haven't felt like writing. I guess I owe you a report ( about Scotland )

But I'm happy to report that I'm feeling MUCH better. Perhaps my friend was right in saying that most of my angst had to do with being forced to live with my parents again. Now that I'm back in my own apartment which is looking more beautiful than ever, with people and animals that truly welcome me... let's just say that things are most definitely ( Read more... )