I feel as if Matt and I are going backwards. I told him not to wait around for me and now he is distracting himself to the point where he has no time to talk to me. AND, he is on the night schedule again. I do not think I am going to set myself up for failure in this. It is time to sit back and just wait for him to come to me. I am not going ( Read more... )

Matt and I have been talking and he is not sure if he wants to be in Colorado. I told him very bluntly last night that when he told me that I need to start looking seriously into school that that ruled NY completely out. And I am not going to take that back, somewhere down the line perhaps but I was hesitant before. There would be a lot of ( Read more... )

Someone is about to get fired at work. I am not sure who but Sierra was talking to the guy who was filling in for my break the other day and Tracy has been having meetings with people. I hope to god that it is not me. Tracy is actually supposed to be sitting in with me tomorrow to monitor my phone calls and see how every thing is going with me. ( Read more... )

So Matt and I are doing okay. Not great but not bad either. I think we really will last forever because his head is in it this time. My trust IS slowly coming back for him. It is not as fast as he would like but I am not sure what else I can do at this point ( Read more... )

I have already pissed him off ... SURPRISE!!!

And he is getting pissed off because I am not readily available to him. What else am I supposed to do with working two jobs?

He sent flowers to my office today. I think I blushed for a good half hour.

SO I guess we are back together?

Long day between the two jobs. I was late to Lockton this morning which is not good at all. I need to start leaving by 7, even if I am sitting in the parking lot for 10 minutes doing nothing because I am too early. I have come too close too many days in a row for this to continue ( Read more... )

Okay, so here is the deal ( Read more... )

I think I need to get this out before I talk to him again because I know my mind is going to change once I do ( Read more... )