It's been a long time since I've written in here and a lot has happened since I have. A lot ( Read more... )

You cannot accuse me of being jealous if we have been together this long and you don't know why I am ( Read more... )

To be strong all the time for him.

Alright, I want this man in my life. He is going though an extremely rough time right now and I realized that I have to be stronger than ever for him. I love him, and I want the best for him. No more of this shit because I know he loves me. So love him ten times more because he needs it. :)

My feeling of trust keeps going out the window. He finally called me on Thursday and explained a huge dramatic story. But now I'm not sure that he actually wants me. He is barely talking to me and says that he is busy working. Yesterday he said that I should be understanding because he is trying to make money. I think he is just at the point ( Read more... )

I can't do this if you shut down on me every time something goes wrong in your life. I would rather have endless fighting WITH YOU then have you ignore me.

What a sad fucking day in America. I hope all of you fucking socialists get what is coming to you - a life of mindless servitude. "What good fortune for governments that the people do not think ( Read more... )

So Matt keeps getting jealous of any and every guy who comments on my Facebook. I am not going to acknowledge it anymore. He has nothing to be jealous of and if he wants to sit there and waste his time on guys commenting on my page then he can have fun doing it. My friend Nick did, who weighs 200+ pounds and looks too much like my brother ( Read more... )

Matt and I are doing better. Although he was avoiding my on Friday which really hurt. I guess I need to be more cautious of my trust with him to make sure he is all the way in before I let the final mistrust go away. Seriously, any time we fight is he just going to avoid me? That is not how a relationship works my love ( Read more... )

It took me a lot longer to drive him back out of my life than I suspected. Or would have even given myself credit for. But do not worry, I seem to always be successful in that thing called misery. When he started talking to me again I was scared shitless he was just re-testing the waters again to see if he had made a right decision. He started ( Read more... )