hmm where to even start... i am confused about alot of things... i am "dating" i guess is what u can call it mike... and its been a month as of yesterday... everything always seems to be good when i am wit him.. he always makes me happy and stuff but when i am not wit him i ? everything.. and one thing wit him was that right after we started talkin ( Read more... )

so the 50th was saturday.. it went well.. but first eddie didn't end up goin.. i think some of it had to do wit me but w/e... it kinda made me think a little about it all.. but hey w/e.. ok anyways... it was fun... we danced drank.. ect. well at the end papa (eddie grandpa) came up to me and was like i hope that we r still friends and ur still my ( Read more... )

so the other day i was talkin to someone and something about love came up and i said well really i don't believe it... becuz anyone can just say it. and really how do u kno if they really mean it? u never kno.. they could show it while they r around u and then like 10 min later when ur gone they could act dif. u never kno! well anyways.. then they ( Read more... )

so finding out everything makes me understand more of y u never call me or anything..but really i don't get it.. i just can't see u being with someone like that. it kinda hurts. when i found it all out i wanted to cry it was hard not to... if only u knew how much i really miss u right now.. and how much i really cared!! i was so happy wit u.. and ( Read more... )

i don't get it at all..all i did was send u message to see how eveything is and i get nothing back... like u don't even care... which i guess i can understand.. i mean y should u care anymore anyways when u have someone else and its all over... i guess i just belived to much of what everyone else said.. i should of known that we would ever be us ( Read more... )

well i have a few things on my mind... i have changed so much since me and eddie broke up.. i have been alot more wild. its fun to be don't get me wrong. i just miss him and everything... i guess inside i have always had this feeling that we would end up back together.. but nope i was wrong.. he now has a new girl that is prob like 100 precent ( Read more... )

ok.. so i am kinda stressed out.. y i don't kno.. i just want to give up on everything.. it just seems so easy to do it that way then i don't have to deal wit everything that i am now... but then again i could mess everything up and i don't wanna do that either.. but i can't just sit here and wonder... but i guess i am gunna have to... i am ( Read more... )

so its been a while.. there isn't to much goin on this way.. i have been pretty busy latly...well where to even start i don't even kno.. in school i have been doin alright.. theres like 2 teachers that i can't stand.. and thats both of my english classes go fing figure... both of the teachers like hate me and i don't even kno y...but w/e... then ( Read more... )

well this weekend was pretty good.. friday i didn't do much i had to work.. blah.. then i just came home.. didn't feel like goin out after... then saturday.. we got a hotel with a hot tub.. soo nice.. we had fun..i had a bad week so i needed but then later it just all came back to me... sorry guys for messing up the end of the night... but then ( Read more... )

hmm yesterday was fun i went shoppin wit mis alecia faye then hung out wit dan and waited for alecia to call us when she was done wit dinner then we went over there and played mario party 5... it was fun.. hehe.. then went to the store.. then me and alecia came back here and she stayed the night.. we jsut watched tv and hung out.. then went to bed ( Read more... )