happiness...

[ms_sadsmile]

...maybe it isn't for me!

Do those who let life happen, never REALLY making any effort to gain happiness, really deserve to be happy?

How do I know what will make me happy, anyway?  I've never actually been happy.  I don't know if I could be happy!  I don't know if I deserve to be happy.  I guess I'll just take what I can get for now.

Feels like time

Comments

[michellemc]

You deserve to be happy, we all do, it is impossible to be happy all the time because we're human and we experience a multitude of other emotions at any given moment....but i've learned this, I always looked at happiness as something that was going to "happen one day" like it was some sort of destination, a place I could "get to" but that hasn't been it at all, happiness has happened all along the way, its part of the journey,experience....I have moments of happiness, sometimes if I'm doing real good, I have periods of happiness, but if I can't feel "happy" then I shoot for contented...that is something I haven't ever known how to be, I as usual am an extremist so to try for contentment is a definite challenge and change LOL...I love you dearly...and YES YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, the hardest part about being happy is being.

[ms_sadsmile]

thanks. I love you too. I think I'm just going through some severe postpartum stuff right now.