My eyes are heavy today. I woke up early yet again after staying up late ( Read more... )

Turkey is dealing with rescues from the quake they had, floods threaten Thai capital, Colorado hit with fall snowstorm, east coast battered with early rare snowstorm, and we are in Missouri celebrating the cardinals winning the world series. Interesting huh? I know I'm grateful to be in the USA, and not on the east coast anymore. I'm glad I never ( Read more... )

I slept a while.. I don't have a clue what state of mind I was in, but woke up from my first REALLY good dream by my grandma drilling screw in the wall in her sewing room. >.> Closed the door and went back to sleep.. second dream same situation but different dream. I don't even know what the dream was I just know it was goooood and sexual. I almost ( Read more... )

All of these lines across my face tell you the story of who I am. So many stories of where I've been, and how I got to where I am. But these stories don't mean anything when you've got no one to tell them to. It's true. I was made for you ( Read more... )

Today isn't so bad. Although it's annoying when people wake me up FOR my grandma ( Read more... )

The human life is made up of choices. Yes or no, in or out, up or down.
And then there are the choices that matter. To love or hate. To be a hero or to be a coward. To fight or to give in. To live, or die.
Live or die. That's the important choice, and it's not always in our hands.

So I finally got to go and do all my errands the other day. I still have to do a few more things so my truck doesn't go bye bye. I haven't really talked to anyone outside my family in a couple days ( Read more... )

So I'm over my emotions earlier and we all spend some time together. Me, my mom, grandma, and little sister. I go to bed and my grandma tells me all these things I need to do and not do... I need to lose weight, I need to drink more water, I need to tell the doctor things, I need to figure out what's wrong with my leg BEFORE my injury, I need to ( Read more... )

I'm so emotional lately. I HATE having to rely on other people for stuff. I can't get around my own fucking apartment. People keep putting stuff in the way, so I can't even get to the kitchen ( Read more... )

So me and mom made plans to move in together.. that is not happening now ( Read more... )