I wish more than anything that someone would just accept me for me and love me how i am, and come sweep me away. Someone to tell me how awesome i am and how much they are in love with me. I have never had that before.

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Today I slept in. I haven't done so in about a month or so. I feel somewhat rested, even though my grandma's damn dog woke me up a couple different times with his excessive whining. So I thought today was supposed to be filled with happiness, and family time. My mom is off with some guy I guess because that's better than being alone and she failed ( Read more... )

So christmas is upon us. I havent really been all that wonderful this year. Sure its had its ups and downs. Lets see, i have a broken ankle for almost 3 months now but... Its slowly healing, i can hobble on it without crutches most of the time so thats good. My mom is doing better emotionally, but is in a financial bind like us all. So its good ( Read more... )

No not that kind of shits. The kind where life sucks but at the same time it dont. Lol. Like my grams gone back to smoking so naturally my lungs are full of blackness and my eyes are all itchy. My truck is still in the driveway but i cant drive it so its like a tease. And work is going great for my light duty hours but i cant make any money hardly ( Read more... )

Great movie first off.. I hope I can be like this someday. And I hope when I die, I can be remembered for something so awesome.

Will add more later...

I started going back to work. Still on crutches, but hopefully getting better over time ( Read more... )

This guy went to the doctor, and he got some not so good news about his chest. It's a type of cancer around his heart. He's divorced, has two kids. He doesn't tell anyone, and he refuses to get treatment. He thinks that unless he has to stay in the hospital he wants to live life first. And he doesn't do too many stupid things, but a few. So he goes ( Read more... )

I think about dying a lot. Not about killing myself. Just about death in general. If I got really tired one day and ran off the side of the road. Would it hurt? If something poisonous bit me and I didn't get to the doctor in time, would I die? If I go on a green light at a stop light, what if someone didn't stop and hit me, would I survive? What if ( Read more... )

Well I'm sad today. I was fine earlier, and now I'm sad. Like severely depressed. First of all my dad came by this morning. He mostly talked to my mom more than me lol. He enjoyed the store that we have, and he seemed good. We all talked a lot and it was nice. I miss him sometimes quite a bit. And it's not like it used to be. Back in the day he ( Read more... )

Intimacy is a 4 syllable word for: here are my heart and soul. Please grind them up into hamburger. And enjoy. It's both desired and feared. Difficult to live with and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to life's 3 R's. Relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape.And other things you just don't ( Read more... )