i know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn ( Read more... )

Wow, can't wait for BSU ( Read more... )

Why do I want to go back to school so badly? I miss everyone up there and I can't wait to immerse myself in work and classes. So much bullshit happened here at home this summer that I'm surprised I'm still sane (or am I...). If it weren't for the few friends who really care (thank you all), I would probably be typing this from a dark cellar in ( Read more... )

I got a call today from Rodger Smith, the director of the Center for Media Design at Ball State. Because of the 20 million dolla grant they just recieved, apparently they have money to throw around....because he is sending me on an all expenses paid trip to Atlanta, GA to be Apple certified in Final Cut Pro;a professional digital editing software ( Read more... )

We've just recieved a vaugue schedule for next year's Digital Entertainment Option Pilot (DEOP ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while since my last entry. I guess there has been so much going on that I haven't really had the time or been in the mood for internet ramblings. But, for now I'm back ( Read more... )

Only 7 weeks left of this semester, and then...sweet summer. The first year of college has certainly taken its toll on me. Mental and emotional strain, at times physical exhaustion, social limbo, non-stop partying at times (which any one can tell you takes its toll less graciously than these others), DOUBT, anger and frustration, and certainly ( Read more... )

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Time is both an ally, and foe when it comes to getting over serious relationships. The time that passes makes it easier to let go, but the time it takes to get there is painful sometimes to the point where you are just numb. It's hard to over-look the bad things that have happened to get you to this point. It's hard to not point the blame in ( Read more... )

Again, I wrote these completely inspired by my own personal experiences. They came from no where except my own thoughts. Please accept these as I have written them, not skewed in any way by your own bias. Thank you ( Read more... )