K.....I have to go and get drug tested every other week. I have to go to court next week...I think they're going to send me away. They want to put me on a shitload of drugs (geodone). I don't know what exactly I'm suppossed to say to that but I guess in the end it's just another day in my fucked up life. I think someone should call me and make me ( Read more... )

For all of you mother fuckers who don't care and haven't heard. I got kicked out of school, got put in a shelter home, I'm either going to jvii, a long term outpatient facility, and they wanna drug me up on medication. YAY!!! I started my new school and I think I can get waway with a lot of shit. Should be fun. Back to me old ways....ummm ( Read more... )

Mr. Dalton ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sure everyone in my concert chorus class knows about me freaking out on Sarah...yea...I got called down to the office, and freaked out. Got expelled, and I am not singing in carnagie hall... But I'm moving on from the chorale, my demo is finished and I'm shipping them off to record labels, I got accepted to some performing ar program in ( Read more... )

I am sick. I threw up 3x today, but I havent slept as good as I did today since they put me on risphidol. I feel so sick ( Read more... )

Well, I'm kind of at the point where nothing is new, everything that I'm going through I've already been through. I'm kind of tired of it. I'm sitting here just thinking well, ok I'm not dumb...I"M NOT!!! I don't care what you say. Sorry I was talking to my frined, I'm not crazy. But ummm...yea, so, I'm really bored with my life sitting here and ( Read more... )

ummm....yea....intersting week. Mr. d wants me to write a children's book...idk if I can do that. I have no idea what to write about ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. This year sucks. I think I might just cause some trouble, but I really want this solo mr. d wants to give me. Two actually....mmmm....intersting. Had therapy today...feeling better. I think this is actualy helping. I  just sut there and cry.

I must get fucked...in the ass. any takers? cmon. My ass has never been touched before it's ( Read more... )

well...I made chorale. Like yay...no special school for me ( Read more... )

Well, to start thing s off my mom kicked me out for 3 days and ummm...I didn't shower for about 4. Me and my girlfriend broke up because she took her cousin's side in a fight, and decided to kick me out when I needed a place to stay. I mean sometimes I feel like I'm just so paraniod. I don't want to be, but I feel like every single one of my ( Read more... )