I've been locked up for three months in a shelter for one...back home but I'll be leaving shortly anyways. If you wanna talk and hang out while I'm home. Call me.
I don't care about you anymore so....I'm out....k-bye(jk)

I'm moving!!! YAY!!! I might give a little present to everyone at lakeland I don't like. Peace out!!! Good-bye Haskell.

Sorry for the lack of updates things have been getting more and more fucked up as the weeks go by. I can't fucking take this shit anymore. Word is bond...I'm fucking just trying to survive. I'm trying to live. Sleeping in abandoned buildings in Paterson and the bronx. No more drugs been sober for about 3 months but man I wish I was fucked up beyond ( Read more... )

Well, mommmy doesn't want me so I'm going to a more permanent shelter in Newark. I will be the only white person there. Mr. Dalton said that he'd come visit me because it's on his way to his house so that's nice that he'd do that cause I know my mother's not coming to visit. I get therapy (YAY!!! more therapy!!!) and schooling ummm....not too ( Read more... )

Well, I got kicked out of my new school, I freaked out cause people were calling me whte trsh and shit like that, so for me to get back in I'd have to get reevaluated. This shit never ends. I'm back at the shelter and I'm ok. My mom didn't want me home so I came back here. I don't think I'll be ble to sty here so I'll probably get placed somehwere ( Read more... )

This is probably my last entry for a while. I was fighting with my mom...again and...I don't like this medication so I told her I wasn't going to take it anymore now she's threatening to tell the judge and I'll probably get sent to a hospital til I'm 18. I know, I should take it but you have no idea what it feels to be on this and they won't change ( Read more... )

Hello Kelsie ( Read more... )

I had court yesterday, the judge ordered me to go home and continue to take my meds. I tried to chek it today but the pill is so big you can see the indentation in my mouth. So I guess I'm stuck feeling like this ( Read more... )

Nice little e-mail from mr. dalton ( Read more... )

I'm on my meds...I feel likes shit. I'm totaly out of it. I feel numb to everything around me. I just sent Mr. Dalton an e-mail...It's nice. But I can't help but wonder...what if my fucking life is worse than it is now? Wouldn't that suck. Wouldn't it suck that nobody knows what it feels like to be put in juvii for a day, to go to out patient ( Read more... )