oh so ya joes still in fucking bootcamp and i miss him like hell and i found out he was lieing to me when we first started talking, he wouldnt let me call him and he couldnt call me supposidly because of his dad but i gues it was because he was busy tryin to be with someone else. aint that great ( Read more... )

i hate my non-existing dad. hes coming on the 13 of this month that means hes gonna be here in 2 weeks. im really not looking forward to it. ill probably go to someone elses house that day and just avoid anywhere he might find me. im scared to see him. i know just seeing him will make me feel guilty for our so called relationship. god he knows we ( Read more... )

this summer sucks. i havent done anything since my birthday except chill at home. there is nothihng to do and i want to go on like a road trip. those things are so much fun its like your able to get away from ur life and forget about it and everything thats hell. i wish i could do that right now except on my road trip i dont ever want to come back ( Read more... )

its my birthday

im finally 16

which sucks ass cause i still dont have my fucking license. but i have great friends i love bre-bre she suprised me by taking me camping oh and for my bday she bought me tickets to go see fuckingCOURTNEY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!HOW FUCKING RAD IS THAT! IM SO EXCITED JULY 17 BITCH!!

but to tell u the truth what i want more then ( Read more... )

it is so hard to be in a relationship for such a short period of time and then its pushed to the limits to see if it will survive. y did all of this have to happen? were things too good so something bad had to happen? what the fuck is wrong with this world?

so my moms getting taken to court by my dad about spousel support again! and that justifies the reasons why he fucking wrote me those letters. "trying to be my father" thats such fucking bull shit. what person would use their own daughter to save his ass from giving money to his daughters mother and the daughter. hes so fucking low theres not even ( Read more... )

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ( Read more... )

i was really excited and hyper at school today cause last night i talked to joe and i thought id tell my friend about talkin to joe cause i was so giddy- i told her he had to be in fucking bootcamp for about a year and everything and shes just like thats a long time are u gonna be able to make it. wut the fuck ok im happy and all u can say with a ( Read more... )

hey bitches i dyed my hair. its so fucking awesome! its like neon red. finally i got to fucking dye it it only took like 2 months to convince my fucking mom.

JOE'S OUT im so happy. when justin and jon and even billy came up to me sepratley to tell me joes out i was about to kick justins ass caus i thought he was fucking kidding and then he told me joe said to tell me he loved me god ill never forget that part. i miss him so much. whyd he have to go to virginia. another two fucking months and then i ( Read more... )