Last night I decided to become a paid member again... Yay, no more ads! Not only that, but it's way cheaper than I remember--only $19.95/year. TOTALLY worth it for the unconditional vent-venue that LJ has provided over the past 10(11?) years.

PLUS the membership granted me access to their neato page layouts. For the first time in oh, 8 years or ( Read more... )

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My current relationship is so different from all the others I've been in. Instead of feeling frustrated with my partner and picking out all the things that's wrong with him/her, I feel like I am way more in tune with what is wrong with ME.

It's weird but welcome. I have never, ever, ever been made to look at my own faults. Perhaps they were ( Read more... )

"You And I Both"
-Jason Mraz

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Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me ( Read more... )

 Come on Christmas, you can come and go anytime now.

Spending the holidays alone just makes me look forward to next Christmas even more.

At work I am bombarded by "Merry Christmas" from just about every other customer that leaves the store.  I'm actually kind of offended by people for saying MERRY CHRISTMAS...  I mean, come on...  how do they KNOW ( Read more... )

 Holy crap I feel lonely tonight.

I realize that I know people here, but I don't really KNOW people.  I miss the cozy familiar relationships I had in other states.  My best friends were usually my ex's--the ones that didn't go bad, anyway.  Here I have a few ex's... Randy, Bill, cop-Chad (sorta/not really), Paul (deployed).  Randy keeps trying to ( Read more... )

 I totally plastered this on facebook (which, speaking of, if you haven't added me already, ADD ME, JEEZE!).  Anyway, it's too cute not to share here too.

A really, really, super cute doggy cartoon/story thing.

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 Ah, got my PERIOD.  FUCKING FINALLY ( Read more... )

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Screw this skin picking crap.
I'm so over it... Like, 10 years ago.
Gawd.