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Growing thin
Still no word.
I should have known! Only this much anticipation would end with a delayed response.
Maybe tomorrow... Early? Pretty please?
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PATIENCE
OMGZZZZZ THIS WAIT IS KILLLLLING ME
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The Journey
One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice --
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their ( Read more... ) -
Warp Speed
Isn't it crazy how fast time flies?
I remember when I first got hired here. It was such a relief to have a brainless job where I could recover from the hectic hell of the PD. I always imagined that I would just be in this position for a few months--just long enough to compose myself. Today I realized those "few months" have turned into 10. How ( Read more... ) -
Demotivation.
GOD! I hate being emotional.
I assume all of this bs is tied to hormonal crap. Why can't they make some magical over-the-counter pill to cure miseries like this?
I feel like crying and simultaneously running away. Once again, I'm turning circles in the revolving door of wanting to leave Colorado. Right now, it honestly sounds wonderful to me to ( Read more... ) -
SURVEY TIME! (Because I have no life on St. Patrick's Day)
The Rules:
1. People who have been tagged should write the answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new, original question.
2. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you. I tag... NOBODY. LoL. So I guess I'm technically breaking the rule but nobody reads my journal anyway. So I suppose if there ( Read more... ) -
Ode to LJ
Well, Beau's return has been delayed. The email that arrived last night offered no new date to cling to, only paragraphs of apologies and uncertainty. The return is still imminent, but now lacks a timeframe with which to obsess over.
I'm sure it will still hover around a week or so until their return. Waiting and patience are definitely the worst ( Read more... ) -
Reality.
So so so weird.
I've been cleaning everything--even as meticulous as the baseboards, something I've never cleaned in this house until today. I want him to come home to a spotless/organized house. Who knows why... Seems like something we do for guests, yet... I don't know. I suppose everyone loves coming home to a clean house. After a year in a ( Read more... ) -
Consumed.
Man, allergies these past couple have days have been terrible! Despite using a daily nasal lavage AND daily dosing of prescription corticosteroid Flonase, I am STILL dying from allergies. Stupid headaches. I wish I could close my eyes and just sit in the dark for awhile. Unseasonable weather is enjoyable initially until it stirs crap that ( Read more... ) -
Inspiration
Man, this new layout makes me want to write something.
Totally trivial but I'm serious.
Now, what to write?