there are secrets in the basement.

disguised as violins.

there are smiles in the attic.

suffocating.

there is promise in the bathroom sink.

there is a promise in the bathroom sink.

inside a lovely capsule.

there are tears on the bathroom floor.

they are crawling towards meadow hill.

there's a boy in the basement.

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and i am searching for you..

god you are so beautiful with your chest unzipped..

but i fear i am the only one who would never dare steal your vitals..

who would never poke and pry..

who would never place your heart across the table -whip out that god damn board game -and force it to play the fool.

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i am slipping somewhere in between the spotlight and the madness..

their tiny souls.. their tiny hearts..

their mouths are gaping vacancies that have endured nothing but an empty kiss..

my ears melt right off my fucking head..

if only i could pump it into their veins..

if only i could warn them that their makeup is not a shield..

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these simple songs, like those tiny lullabies i was once given, will cry for me when my eyes have not a tear left.

and those remarkable words i had yet to hear..

became a part of me long before they were glued to that glorious melody..

{i swear a stereo can turn your life around.}

our heartbeats are inseparable.

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eepie..


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i will breath his name.. one day.. and it will no longer hurt you..

pitter patter..

up the staircase..

to your heartbeat..

to your fingertips.

{need i remind you of the those horrid times when you didn't love me.}

-he did.-

{when you had eyes for someone else.}

-he had a backbone for me.-

{when i was your shadow.}

-i was his halo.-

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the seasons are changing.

the falling leaves..

the withering timber..

winter will make its prescence known.

soon enough..

my blanket will arrive.

the wind will bring me to you.

the rain will crystalize into tiny flakes of powder..

melt across my cheeks..

and diffuse through my skin..

into my blood cells..

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broken pixie dust and dampened party shoes were never enough to stall your heavy breathing.. your endless bleeding.. god how your heart beats for me now.

{i can still feel your body and lips pressing against me, into me.. becoming a part of my trembling heartbeat.}

as our stars stole the sky..

the night's embrace became a concrete promise..

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we were the only heartbeats in that lovely cemetary.


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prior to the war you've been fighting..

your eyes were anything but vacant..

they were consumed with anxiety..

of what they've endured..

and wore those tattered blankets of regret around them.

{the fragments of my face.. through the tiny flaws of your blindfold.. must have appeared as undesirable as a hailstorm on your wedding day.}

and now..

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