Sometimes my mind likes to take a little adventure on its own and then when I finally realize what I'm thinking about, I don't know what to make of myself ( Read more... )

I figured it'll take about 5 minutes away from studying, so why the heck not ( Read more... )

Courtesy of Google, I've found out exactly what I need ( Read more... )

Alright seriously... it's 12:21am and I'm freaking out. How is it that everytime I'm challenged... whether in school, by friends, on dates, etc.. I just freak out? Can't I just be okay with myself and move right along? Apparently the right answer is NO. I can't. I bitch and moan every step of the way, fighting myself and every belief I've ever ( Read more... )

( oh boy )

Darkness falls across the land ( Read more... )

I've been in the wierdest mood today. It's a mix of being inspired, scared, giddy, confident, pretentious, nervous, crazy and many more things that i don't yet have the words to describe. My fingers are dying to type but they hover over the keyboard, wiggling as if that will release all that i want to convey. I get like this when i witness a ( Read more... )

So i know you can't write on this thing like it's actually your journal... which is why almost every one of my posts is private... but i am desperately seeking to connect with someone right now so I'm just gonna spill it and have it be public and not care. that's the plan, anyway. i feel like i've been distant, and i can't tell if i've been ( Read more... )

see, i have these words. not that are explicitly my own, but that i borrow from a common language and use to describe the world from my eyes. they let me say "life is pretty" when i have these crazy intense feelings that things are exactly as they are and that i can be as alive as i want to be. when i'm not wrapped up in life i can see this ( Read more... )

I’m back…. sort of.  How strange is life and how lucky am I?  I mean really, who gets to go to where I’ve gone and feel what I’ve felt?  It was the most beauty I’ve ever seen - sometimes so powerful your head spins and you have to close your eyes because you can’t wrap your mind around how amazing life can be.  Then tears almost fall because there’ ( Read more... )