So im at my mom's house...for the LAST week I'm home before i go off to college...strange feeling. Mayb its the fact that i got about an hour sleep, or the fact that i had 4 shots today OR the fact that i went on an amazingly awesome plane ride with mr. scull and mark over catalina...but I'm really gonna miss it here. I love my friends. I love alon ( Read more... )

wow...its been a really long time since i've updated. I guess i didn't really know what to say. Apu died...there is no really nice way to say it. It happened about three months ago, not long after my last entry. This is the first time i really think i can write/talk about it without loosing it. I loved him so much. He will always be in my heart ( Read more... )

I'm in Maki's class right now...this week has been completely fucked up. Apu is doing much worse...he has at the least a few days and at the most a few months...its really horrible. I try to act normall at school but this whole weekend i was miserable. My friends have been there...kinda...i just think its difficult for them to understand. I saw ( Read more... )

Things are nuts...for the like 2 ppl on this earth who don't know...anthony n i broke up :( Its a sad break up but not a mean one...cuz we both still wanna b together (at least i know i do)...its just im almost definately gonna move to sd and he's gonna probly b here and its probly easier now than it will be 4 months from now. I just wanted to ( Read more... )

MICHELLE

M

is for

Musical

I

is for

Impassioned

C

is for

Cultured

H

is for

Heavenly

E

is for

Explosive

L

is for

Lovesick

L

is for

Lively

E

is for

Extreme


What Does Your Name Mean?

...yay...musical!:-D

Things are nuts...not in a great way. The play started and thats going great...but apu's in the hospital. He has cancer. My grandparents are the most amazing people in the world and i'm very close with both of them so its really hard. I have a lot of things to occupy my mind tho. College results r slowly commin in ( Read more... )

Angel told me they delete your journals if you don't update a lot...so hello everybody :-D. Everything is kinda crazy now...my best friend is living with me (really awesome), my apu is in the hospital, the play auditions are next week, i love my bf...meh. I really wanna read my lj's from like 2 years ago on that site mydeardiary.com but i don't ( Read more... )

Happy valentine's day baby...i love you :-D

Im in journalism...yesterday was finals so today and tomorrow is chill but i have to work on my monologues...im so scared :(. Mr. Scull is making fun of me and making his own pretend journal...tryin to be ghetto...wow he cracks me up! My grades this semester are ( Read more... )

Its been a while...alots happened. Break was really great...new years has started so so tho. At least this week was kinda blah. I mean...im really happy. Everything is going great except i fucked up my college stuff. Every school i applied to needs an audition and i didn't know the deadlines for la and sd and imissed them both :-/ I have to go to ( Read more... )