Wow...so i just get a call from anna yelling at me for not calling her to celebrate my birthday...sound strange? I KNOW! See...i was supposed to have this party thing but then other stuff happened and i needed to be there for a friend...much more important than any party, to me anywayz. Wtv...things are slowly getting back into place. Penn is at ( Read more... )

Ok...so the tears haven't been to silent inside recently...but I'm doin ok. Yesterday was my birthday...it was really good. I wish i was just like in a better place...like had less stuff on my mind. Nonetheless, it still was a pretty awesome day. Firsty on monday i had a major break down (thanks alon) cuz of the newspaper and worked till like 10 ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that i am VERY proud of Una, all of the regent review staff, and MYSELF...for working DAMN HARD on this issue. I hope everything comes out perfectly cuz we really deserve it ( Read more... )

I soooo need a boost of confidence right now :-/ I hate being insecure...im SO not insecure so why do i let ppl effect me?...somebody tell me im PRETTY!
*~michelle~*

Well...these past few days have been tough. Yesterday i realized who my real true friends are. I've had a really tough week. I've lost about 7 lbs from the last time i checked...i can't really keep anything down. Then again i have been dancing n stuff for DETASK. I just gotta change some things in my life...obsess over more important things...and ( Read more... )

Damn it why can't i get over this. I hate how i am right now...and i can't fucking get out of it. I'm not PMSsing, its not the rain...its me. And its even like effecting my health and i just can't change. I have so many things to focus on, yet i dwell on the things that hurt me...the things that put me in these fucking moods. I just wanna b done... ( Read more... )

Im so God Damn pissed off right now. I failed my calculouse test (NO FUCKING DOUBT ABOUT IT)...not just like failed...but like literally im thinkin like 10 percent. I have to start taking things seriously, and doing my homework when its assigned. But the real reason im pissed off right now...i didn't meet my deadline. And what fucking sucks the ( Read more... )

Ok...so im sitting here waitin for Alon to call me so i can pick his ass up. But OF COURSE he's not answering his cell phone cuz he's rehersing. Now i understand why Mark used to get so angry with me. Not only is being the senior editor like 12 billion times harder than junior editor...its like i wake up with the list of things i have to do for ( Read more... )

Things have been kinda nuts lately. I've been really stressed...and kidna sad a lot. I hope its just PMS related stuff :-p. Yesterday alon came over...and after about an hour of trying to get to this play we gave up and came home...ate pizza...watched movie...met up with Drew Theo and Pinny for a lil bit. Drew and THeo both had chicks with them... ( Read more... )

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