last night was shitty at first and ended amazingly ( Read more... )

Remember what it's like to smile and mean it?
Right now I can't say I do.
I smile often, and laugh out loud
but the people that truly make me happy are only so close.

Happiness, where are you?

Update ( Read more... )

Got a second job.. technically i start today seeing as it's past 12 ( Read more... )

Ive been having one of the worst weeks of my life.

I fucking hate everything and everyone.

FUCK.
I like that word. and thats about it.

...FUCK!

Lately I've really been feeling like Im not good enough for anything or anyone
I dont feel like explaining myself
the point is, even if you've said I am, I still dont feel like I am.

Fuck.

I miss my old friends. I mean I've still got most of the same ones, but they are all different now.. more outgoing, and what not... I miss the ones that used to be shy, or used to have strong morals, and so on and so forth ( Read more... )

Life has been more then interesting lately ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit right now, and I dont know why ( Read more... )

its official... Mimi is gone.. mom called me at like 6:30 to tell me...
I cried then, but Im trying not to cry...
I'm gonna miss her, i jsut wish I coulda had a bit more time with her to correct all the wrong our family has done.