Time seems to be fading so fast now that we know the time you are to leave. I'm doing ok somedays - knowing you wont be around to hold, comfort, or kiss. I mostly cry at night - trying desperately to remember the way you look while you sleep. You look peaceful but still troubled and I feel so bad that I can't make it all go away. All I can do is ( Read more... )

Ah-hoy there mates! Yeah I'm soo hilarious arent i? I thought I'd stop by and tank a gander at Livejournal and jot a few lines before I lost my mind with my 4 year old running around the house like a banshee indian. Good times. Things are...well things I guess. I've been trying really hard to look at the upside of life lately because the "Great One ( Read more... )

Hello again all you find fellow livejournal-ers, hope all is well in your neck of the woods this early am. I'd like to think I'm not normally up this late for a specific reason but unfortunately I cannot find anything to put the blame on ( Read more... )

And so another day closeth in this circus I call or consider to be my life. I'm holding up pretty good without my husband around. Someone asked me recently how I liked having my independency i said "i hate it" - as much as I'd like to think I could make it on my own in the real world, alone, I highly doubt I could. I've paid the bills, fed the ( Read more... )

So far, so good? Whatever that statement means...I'm a wreck and I know it *claps her hands* I've managed another day, went out to eat with my nephew and daughter at Applebee's and then went grocery shopping. Came home and managed to clean the catbox out without throwing up everywhere. Cleaned my daughter's room, made her bed, picked up the house a ( Read more... )

I've been without the presence of my husband for over 12 hours now - and I can't stop thinking about him or wondering how he is and what he is doing at this exact point in time. I knew the hurricane hitting New Orleans was a big deal but naive little me had no idea it would affect my life as well. My husband was called up Wednesday night and told ( Read more... )

A fitting title to a fitting end of a crappy relationship with a person whom I thought I could give my uncondtional love and respect. For those of you who are MASH fans you'll know it was the title of the last episode of the entire show. With that I bid my mother adieu ( Read more... )

Sooo i've had this journal for a few days now and am just getting around to writing in it tonight. A few of my friends off the 'net have it so i figured, why not me? :) Nothing too exciting going on except starting college again for my 2972057 semester, lol. And all this time i was in high school and never thought i'd go to college. Silly woman ( Read more... )