2003 was an intense year for me.
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I was talking to Jack last night. He asked me what was the meaning of my life. I fumbled over my words for a few minutes, took a sip of beer, and remembered the days when I excersized my brain more than my tounge or my tears. I remember being incredibly depressed (much like now, much like most of my friends) and them feeling a peace when i ( Read more... )

 oh, on a lighter note, i won a round of bowling with some of my fam.
tonight they rescued me from myself and reminded me that if i need love i know where to find it. 

 'i cant just live in shame, i cant just blame society, cause changing the world starts with changing me'

discovering genderfucking is exciting.  and wonderful. and new.
and very
very
veryveryvery
very
depressing. 
sometimes. 
a lot of these times.
i listened to a podcast tonight 'beyond masculinity' (look it up it's free) about queer men. it had one show ( Read more... )

 someonehackedmypaypalsomeonehacked my. paypal. someone HACKED MY PAYPAL.

 http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0810819

some people are stupid
some people assume stupidity
some people never change.
some people never stay the same
some people never grow up
some people grow up way too soon. 

 i like pints of brooklyn brown and bottles of new castle.

prop 8 passed.
18,000 married couples that were wed over the last 4 1/2 months will have their rights stripped as soon as they got them.

thats 36,000 people.

how does it feel to destroy someone's family, faith in democracy, and sense of equality?

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richmond took to the streets last night.
we danced in monroe park, marched through the fan and on the capitol.
this is a fantasy.
this is real.

i am fucking proud to be an american today and i don't care who knows it.