Im considering moving my personal blog to blogspot.com ( Read more... )

I can never do anything right. I dont ever recieve the respect i deserve, and my boyfrind takes everything i do for him for granted ( Read more... )

I JUST APPLIED TO BE A VIDEO GAME TESTER!!! IN UPSTATE NY ( Read more... )

Days like today really wish i was dead because then i wouldnt have to deal with all the problems that life has thrown at me. My life has never been good. It's as if i've been cursed since the day i was born. Thinking about it i truly dont believe there was ever a time i was truly happy, except for when i was on drugs. Lord knows how that addiction ( Read more... )

I had no where else to go. Chris is asleep and danielle isnt answering my texts and i'm a total mess right now ( Read more... )

I havent posted much lately because i havent had much to say besides the usual ranting and raving about job, money, life. It's always all the same. The same wishes and dreams that never get fullfilled. I need out of here. NY drives me nuts, or maybe i'm just going nuts because i havent had a true vacation in.... almost 2 years, and even then it was ( Read more... )

I could never imagine my life without Christopher and i am so lucky to have him. It makes not having friends ok because well, i never really get sick of hanging out with him. Sure we argue and bicker, but at the end of the day we go to bed so much more in love than we were when we woke up ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that right now i have to make a big one and in making this decision i either lose either way. Depending on what i choose to do either my bf moves out and back to his parents until we eventually move, whenever that is, or i piss off my father and my sister, probably my mother and grandmother too ( Read more... )

I really hate apple computers. This computer has lasted me far shaorter than my dell ( Read more... )

According to weather.com it's only 46 outside. According to our electronic thermometer it's 56!!!!!
I wish i wasnt a double today :/

Chris should have taken his motorcycle to work too. Oh well. Shower time!