So , Chris and i went to the City today. IT was nice to go . I have not been there since i was 14, which was about 9-10 years ago. We didnt spend very long there but it was a good trip ( Read more... )

So im doing some cleaning to throw out all the CRAP we have and that we dont need. I'm also finally getting my desk all set up how i want, you know, after 6 months Whatevz, anyway ( Read more... )

and i've decided that I'm really going to try and keep up with this like i would a personal journal. I also decided I'm not going to be afraid to write whatever i want in this thing ( though it would really seem that you , Natasha, are the only one who reads this). I'm so over being afraid of what people will think of me. I know I'm weird, and ( Read more... )

So, today is day one of my journey to not being a smoker anymore. I have a patch on and i'm a little in awe of these things. Its just creepy to me that i can get the same drug i was currently getting through smoke in an almost liquid/ gel form. And it seeps into my skin, and helps to end my cravings? Whatever. Anything that helps i guess. I just ( Read more... )

It's holiday time. The economy blows. People are leaving horrible tips. HORRIBLE. I'm afraid of how much money i will have after all my gift shopping is done, and bills are paid. I have moeny, just, well i hate going into my saving account. My savings has ben as high as $4000, and now it's down to $1,731. I really need that money to be there for ( Read more... )

i just made our non-working garbage disposal work again.

Im so proud of myself! first i learn how to build stuff, then some car stuff and now i'm moving onto home plumbing.

Im so not a girl....!

Man. Its that time of year again and its getting colddddd outside. And inside as well. But its always just my hands and feet that are like icicles, the rest of my body is nice and toasty. Oh well. I dot mind autumn and winter much except for the fact that by 4pm it's already almost pitch black outside. This lack of sunlight has caused me to sleep ( Read more... )

SF= $120 per month
GE= $160 per month
ProG-$75 or $391 for 6 months
ESur- $116 or $616
All State- $499 6 months

After last night i feel a lot better about stuff thats been going on. I talked some problems out with some people and hopefully things will get better from here on out. I'm sick of fighting and being attacked. Nothing can make up for the stuff that i have done and said to people in the pst , but i can try to show these people that i am truly sorry ( Read more... )

This is ridiculous. I am done. I have people lurking my page telling me how shitty MY life is. I have people i dont even know talking shit about me in NC. I havent lived there in 3 years people. I have visited there in over a year and a half. Hell i dont even really talk to anyone own there anymore. I have tried, but ive realized now that trying to ( Read more... )