and isn't it geek-tastic!

"Destined to make her mark as one of the Bay Area's up-and-coming curvy burlesque goddesses, Ruby Vixen is a sumptuous feast of pin-up parfait. With her own unique brand of hi-femme drag and vintage burlesque, Ruby Vixen will bump and grind her way into the hearts of audiences everywhere."on another note entirely...I want ( Read more... )

Thinking about someone I haven't talked to in a very long time. I'm remembering being 17, meeting her for the first time outside my dad's van in the church parking lot, the day I freaked out and didn't go to my SAT's. How do you write down the feeling of 'first'? The first feeling of every song reminding me of her, making me want to be be close to ( Read more... )

.....It's hard to focus on work when I keep thinking about not napping with you.....

'Sisters' Balloon Dance at Debauchery! (White Horse Inn, Oakland) Featuring Ms. Vera DeVille and Ms. Ruby Vixen

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So much is happening right now. I should be working, as usual, but somehow filing books with the Library of Congress isn't holding my attention right now. I think it's all this rain. This weekend is going to be hugely, insanely busy. Joey is moving here TOMORROW...I can't begin to explain how happy this makes me. I almost can't believe we're going ( Read more... )

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I pulled the rune of constraint (reversed) out when I did my daily morning reading. For once, my heart didnt sink when I saw it...I didn't put it back and try to ignore it. Contraint today means that I have to honor how I'm feeling right now, and own it, rather then getting fucked up or running away so I can play 'let's avoid'....and it's hard.... ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about preforming lately, alot. What began as something I dreamed of one day doing is now something that's happening and it scares the hell out of me. Its too good, to real, to easy to fuck up. I keep reminding myself, (or at least I keep trying to remind myself) that its ok to be scared like this. That I can be scared and do it

So apparently I get paid to surf the web and chat with littlefemme online...which is great, but an endless chain of days like this is beginning to stretch out in front of me, and I can't be trapped at an office all day for the rest of my life. I want to run naked and screaming out of here...There has to be a different way to pay the bills. I need ( Read more... )