I hope that he continues to be an asshole, so I'll have a reason to keep hating him. God knows that if he returns to the man I initially fell in love with, I'll have no reason to fight him, to label him, to judge him, to blame him, to shun him, to curse him, to...oh forget it. Why am I pretending? Why can't I just come to grips with the fact that
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