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Since Dec. 2, 2013
So, judging from my last two posts, last year did not end well. It did, however, begin to get better after December 12, 2013. Mom, Mark, Alicia, and I moved out of our ghetto mold-ridden apartment into a house that Mark is buying. We were all moved in a week, just in time to put up Christmas decorations and find the biggest tree in the city. ( Read more... ) -
Since July
My birthday did come around on July 22, and I was taken out of town by Michael to Asheboro. We spent the day at the zoo and we got a nice hotel room. Soon after our trip, I broke up with him. He told me he loved me way too soon; I honestly think Matthew may have hurt me that bad. I have not been able to even think about men or commitment, which is ( Read more... ) -
After the fireworks
July 4th was so much fun. Mark, Jeramy, Mom, Michael, Alicia, and I all went to Applebee's for dinner and saw fireworks together. Although the dinner service was awful, the fireworks made up for it. It took us two hours to eat one meal. Although this is customary in other countries, we were in a hurry that night lol ( Read more... ) -
July 4
My mom's birthday is July 4th. I love you with all my heart, Mom! Over these last few years, we have become best friends. You are an amazing woman :) -
Since April
I know I have not written often. I am starting to understand the phrase "life got in the way." Since April, I have gotten over Matthew. I am 99% sure he just was not over his ex, despite everything I did for him, I could not change his feelings about her ( Read more... ) -
Another book closed
I made the trip to Lenoir, NC today to gather my belongings from Matthews'. I found everything but a toothbrush and a towel, but those things won't be missed. I may miss him, however, at times, but I am better off. In the end, he took advantage of me, I feel, even though I want to give him the benefit of the doubt. I hope he finds what he is ( Read more... ) -
Another one gone
Yesterday Matthew and I broke up....I stick by what I have always said: "People get cynical and moody as they get older because of the mounds of hardships piled on them throughout their lives ( Read more... ) -
New puppies
This morning at 1:24am, Poochie had five puppies. We were up all night and ended up losing two of the puppies :( but three will need homes soon.
Sadly, only one puppy made it...:( -
Loved
Sometimes I wonder if I pride myself on being sad...do I do this on purpose? What am I looking for? Someone to love me. Just show me. I need you to show me that I'm loved.