i shake the man's hand and say something that makes him laugh and while i talk to the girl who is doing everything she can to get me this job, i fix my eyes on the criterion collection dvds on the shelves every time she looks away and try to find strength in them, thinking all the while that, since they are placed cover-forward with nothing behind ( Read more... )

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i say things to make him believe me.
like "you are the sea and a wave and my balance is shot
so i can't stand at the shore
but i would love to be swallowed."
i confuse myself and him
and we smile.

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the flash on my camera washed out my skin but it didn't wash out the haircolor. it's pretty accurate.

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feeling a little tired of the harshness of jet black hair ( Read more... )

Before attempting fisting, a Christian husband and wife should pray together and ask for divine guidance. The husband should ask that God guide his hand and work through him, and for the skill and patience to fist his wife correctly and maximize her pleasure. The wife should pray for openness and readiness to receive God’s love and grace in the ( Read more... )

I.
the pain cannot even be alchemized into art, into words, into something you can chalk up to an interesting experience because the pain itself, its intensity, is so great that it has woven itself into your system so deeply that there is no way to objectify it or push it outside or find its beauty within.when i begin watching i am stretched out ( Read more... )