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when i was 4 and we started saying "only happy happy thoughts in the new big house" i almost immediately stumbled across the back porch and stood in awe at the world around me. there was green and space for sheeba to run in and childrens laughs came in beautiful waves of the sounds of christmas. tiny bells. there was also a man across the ally ( ( Read more... )

my tongue is thick with truths and i struggle to swallow death and the truths fall on ears attached to tired limbs and full stomachs and slowing brains and i leave the room because i am begging ( Read more... )

you asked me. and i still cared, so i told you. it's strange how attached i sometimes become to people who pass through my life quickly, who are never constants and who i can't really even say that i particularly miss. but not missing someone doesn't always equal not caring, and i reached a point a while back where i thought of you fondly, and ( Read more... )

it is spring and i wish for fall
for leaves who wish to be birds
life is impossibly delicate
death just impossible
she is thick and heavy and more like sand than dust

too clean and too final
too dry

i licked it off my finger
like brownie batter instead of body

tonight i snuck as many glances at steve's girlfriend as i could, looking for clues as to how someone could be so separate from their own body. her legs on display below her denim mini skirt were toned and strong, her face thin, but there was no denying that the bump beneath her blouse advertised new life. she was beautiful, she did glow and she ( Read more... )

me: hi!
you: whattup, ghandi?!

You are a
Social Liberal
(90% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(0% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

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transcribed from a scribbled panic attack earlier this evening:dear world ( Read more... )

i can be real sad and vain at the same time, right? whatever, i got a new hair cut.


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