well the day started off pretty crappy ... didn't get any sleep ... attempted to lay down when the sun came up .. didnt work ... then later got in a good shouting match with Carrie on the phone about my last journal post and a few other things ...we worked it out and made up.

I feel soo much better .. sometimes it takes getting your ass chewed off ( Read more... )

well ... I guess my life isnt meant to get any better.I tried to do things differently , still be my same old nice self and help everyone out and try to make them happy. I see where that gets me.Right in the damn toilet as usual , used up and forgot about, then flushed away.

I really love Carrie .. always have and always will , I do hope she will ( Read more... )

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I dont know what to do ....... I so wanna help Carrie .. but I dont know how .. or if I even can ...and I dont want to be pushy .. or be around too much , I dont want her to push me away . I just dont know how to tell her some things .. I know I should just be able to say it .. but I dont think it is a good time to talk to her about anything too ( Read more... )

I have the most wonderful feeling today ..... being loved by someone who loves me for me . My best friend carrie spent the day with me ... took me out to eat .. even bought me a new pair of shoes cause I needed them .. I never asked for them or anything ... she just wanted to take care of me cause of the shit her husband caused . I am so happy we ( Read more... )

well where to start ....... lets see ... thursday ....I get a call from one of my best friends wife (who is a VERY good friend of mine) .. that Ian is in the hospital ... come to find out he took a crap load of diet pills ... to forget (yeah right) .... he wrote a shit load of bad checks to other friends of mine .. stole money and wrote bad checks ( Read more... )

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well I have talked to a few people .. and I feel a little better .... not too much .. but life goes on ... I will probably be at City friday night .. for any that may care ennough to come say hi or talk for a few .. i think a month away from City is enough to curb most of the drama .. even tho I know some will definately happen ....thanx to amanda ( Read more... )

damn people bug me ... it seems that everyone has abandoned me ... no one ever calls .. and when I do they never answer or call me back ... and when I do finally get to talk with them .. we make plans .. then I get scwered cause someone else is more imprtant .. or they just blow me off ... I wish people would just be honost with me