April's gone. She ran away or something. I'm sure Charlotte and Sam know where she is and I'm sure that she's fine, but it's been five days since I've heard from her. The cops definately called my house and everything. I'm worried for no reason. Wherever she is she obviously doesn't care to inform me, so fuck it ( Read more... )

Pending Draft Legislation Targeted for Spring 2005 ( Read more... )

What she doesn't know will kill you ( Read more... )

HFStival came and went. The day was fun! I got sunburned and violated in the pits.. WOOT! They still hurt. But it as a magical experience and worth all the bullshit I had to put up with. Speaking of bullshit: whatever the fuck Robert and I are doing -- it's good. Thanks to all of you who are giving me your support. Which is no one ( Read more... )

It's not fair to hate robert for breaking up with me. he was perfectly content with everything until I came along and said everything he was and does wasn't good enough. he's a good person. And he could be a great person. But now it's up to him to become what he can, which is the way it should be anyway. Hopefully it's only temporary. I'm an ( Read more... )

~*Bound to say something, eyes closed ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I was deeper/prettier/funnier/nicer. Other times I think the world would be a better place if everyone was just like me ( Read more... )

Everything's going a little better. It's funny how when you lower your expectations how happier you become. I'm not just talking about Robert either, I'm talking about life in general. April and I are better. Nikki and I are still going strong, and Robert is doing the best he can with the little he's got so whatever. I've also lost 5 pounds.. ( Read more... )

I don't understand him. He's too tired to talk to me, but he's not too tired to go to Birdy's. He didn't request off on sunday for the concert he's known about even before he got the damn job at KFC. He gets mad because I can't hang out with him when I have to help my mom with the car... but he has all the time in the fucking world!! and do I ( Read more... )

I feel so special. Nothing will ever take away the feeling he gave me that night.