Nothing to be said. It feels like starting over, only I've already started over a hundred times. It's not like a new chapter, it's like the page is ripped in half and I have to make up the story as I go along. This seems to be how I spend most of my time. Building relationships with peole that I think are going to last forever, and then they don ( Read more... )

The best week ever was followed by the worst day ever. Jessica Simpson looks really funny when she sings. Yep. I wish Patrick was online. He's always fun to talk to. It's sooo cute. Little Person, my cat got into a fight with another cat and Roxanne, my dog is licking his wounds and he's purring. It's cute. Little person is grounded for a ( Read more... )

Just got home from my trip with Nikki!! We had a good time (I think). Well at least I know I did. I want to leave again. Nikki and I need to talk about beach week. And I'm not going to be the grasshopper anymore. This month I'm getting my permit, finishing up my sociology course, then I'm getting my GED finally, that way when beach week rolls ( Read more... )

I'm not a perfect person ( Read more... )

Let's see. I'm finally 18. I can buy cigarettes and get my own blockbuster card. I can vote and inlist into the services. Go me. I had fun at my birthday celebration"s". I was mad at Robert. I think I got over it. There's no sense in being mad at him. He can't ever figure out what he did wrong, and if he can't know what he's doing wrong ( Read more... )

I'm watching As the World Turns. It's a good show, best Soap on TV. Do you think I could make it as a soap star? God knows I have a talent at being dramatic. I decided I was gonna take my exam tomorrow... work on my paper and study a little bit more today, and then me and my mom can go do something tomorrow. She is a big part of my birthday.. ( Read more... )

Today woulda been our 6th month. He was working anyways so it's not like we would've done anything special. And my birthday's this friday and I'm all excited just because I'll get to hang out with him again!! It's gonna be interesting to see what happens. Anywho, it looks as though me and Daria and Nikki are gonna do some fun stuff in honor of ( Read more... )

"Everybody needs a little time away ( Read more... )

another long quiet night ( Read more... )

I <3 Jaimz and Nikki. Yesterday they just really came through for me. They made me laugh and smile and feel good about myself (yes, even Jaimz!) Ya know, what friends are supposed to do. I know that I wouldn't be who I was today without them. I don't know if you want to thank them or hit them for that, but it's the truth. I owe a lot to ( Read more... )