you can't help but be exhausted and overwhelmed. i am so confused on what to do and where to go. i feel like if i would have taken care of things as they came i would have been able to save myself from this "hell" i'm dealing with. i can only do what i can and what i want but i continue to try to please everyone and ask everyones advice. i have the ( Read more... )

So yes, I turned the big 25 on Monday. Was it everything I was hoping for (or dreading in my case)? Not really. Monday was not all that spectacular. Parts were worse than others. My father forgot again, I was heartbroken. It took Mark calling him and reminding him (which was very sweet) for him to call back and say he was a piece of shit. I never ( Read more... )

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7 fucking days with no power... and supposed to go on for 2 more... this fucking sucks. my house is cold, i can't take a shower, $200+ food thrown away. i hate Puget Sound Energy!!

jealousy is an ugly thing. it's even worse when you shouldn't be; well maybe not shouldn't but don't have a right to be. i don't like this feeling. =/

November 27th... my winter wonderland... i love the snow!!! too bad we don't get more of it around here.


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i've been feeling happy lately. i like that. smiles.

Mark picked me up from work late last night... not that late, like 10-15 mins. He said that he stopped to get candy then when I got in the car he made a big deal about me finding his lighter under the seat. After arguing that I could find it when we got home I gave in and began searching only to pull out this...


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i had a lovely 3 mile walk home yesterday but my feet beg to differ...


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