trying to live life and enjoy every minute of it. be focused and have fun at the same time. hopefully one of these days i'll figure out who i am... in the mean time i'll just continue being me ( Read more... )

i have turned into a hermit. everyday i come home from work and sit here watching the same tv shows and scroll through Google Reader for hours. how boring can i possibly be? oh well. in my laziness i have learned a few things about myself. i have taken the wrong path in life or so it seems. i am so interested in so many other things. i read about ( Read more... )

there is something about the new year that just makes you feel better. it gives you hope. i love that feeling. however, with that hope i also get the feeling of regret. the never ending question of "what could have been?". i loath that question and yet it is still a daily part of my life. welcome new year.

i so badly want to write but i'm having a hard time getting my thoughts to my fingers. ugh.

grandma will be truly missed. she was such an amazing person. she is the most selfless, loving person i have ever met. she has never judged me. she always wanted the best for everyone. i love you grandma.

i think i may be emotionally drained. i'm just not functioning right. i would love you have a vacation. away from everything, with people that i love and have a great time without a care in the world. however, that is an impossibility now and the near future. but so very wanted!

it's really amazing how normal, everyday life can be exhausting.

the support from my family and friends has been amazing. i don't know what i would do without them.

That pretty much explains it all... I hate today but I love my friends.

Oh My G! it's cold out!! 25 degrees now and only supposed to get up to 31. i'm sorry but for seattle that's cold!!

so i think it's time to revive this thing... we'll see how that goes. time for changes!!