oh yeah... it's my 3 year sobriety anniversary from cocaine. yay me!

i want out of my life
the end.

why do i keep doing this?
i guess i should just walk away. i obviously don't know how to fix it.
the sad thing is he thinks i'm doing it on purpose.
but i guess i just make it worse.

???????????why can't we just go back to the way it was???????????

I should not be allowed to drink! I end up saying things I'm not supposed to. I cause more problems for myself without even knowing ( Read more... )

FYI - hitting walls does not solve problems.

emotional breakdown # 578... this one tops them all i think.

how cute are these any one have $300 bucks for me?? ppplease!!

potato

i think eventually it will be mandatory that i own this to go along with this & this  ... hint hint...

$269 later and the tickets are booked. wow... a real vacation.

so we're buying the tickets for vegas and san diego today. flying into diego on april 7th, driving up to vegas until sunday night then staying in diego until the 13th. i'm so fucking excited! i need this vacation more than anything! time to seriously hit the gym though.