Sometimes i wonder why i stick around this place.

[mtothepowerof3]

Well lets see where i am rite now, same as b4, except i lost something, that made my life worth living. Iunno, i should have kept my fuckin mouth shut about ne thing, i would rather have wat i had b4, then nuthing at all, but now its all gone. everything. I really never thought emotional pain could hurt so much, i really didnt, butwat r u gonna do

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[char13]

Mitch.. fuck. I need to talk to you so badly. You're not a loser. And yeah maybe you lost something but Im not gone I still love you and I dont think you realize it. This is hard for me too because what happened on the weekend is still in the back of my mind and it still hurts to think of what I went through. Please dont escape.. and if you do, take me with you :(. Dont give up because if you do, what happens to me? You've been there for me the whole time when EVERYONE else hasnt been.. when I had NO ONE. you know for a fact if I didnt have you I wouldnt be here. Urg:( Im so sorry. I hate myself for doing this to you. But.. I love you.